Enslaved, Bad Wills

Journal Entry: 1-8-2012 We are basically evil and our wills have a powerful attraction to be enslaved and non-free. There is still some freedom and good in our wills not matter how enslaved we are, or how bad a character we have devolved into being. By accident of nature, but far more common by artificial training, the will of the individual person can be saved so that those portions of the will that are free and good can be strengthened so the individual becomes a good person of wholesome free soul and will. The individual can be raised from childhood as an individuator whose will is mostly free and mostly good. He usually would choose to self-realize, to love, to do good and to follow God's way most of the time. He conducts himself blamelessly, not because he is a robot, programmed to do good. His wholesomeness grows out of a humane rearing program. But once he is an alert, knowing, informed, free, wise and experiencing adult, most well-raised individuals like him would be disinclined freely to choose to return to evil ways and being enslaved by the Dark Power. Once liberated and individuating, the moral agent will have a good and free will, and not seek the lesser, sordid state of being--in most instances. The will is not free until the agent is a liberated individual, anxious and eager to undertake, in a state of full psychological awareness and well-informed about options and their consequences, to make, substantive, adult choices. Usually he will choose to good option, for now that he wields a free will, he is predisposed to doing good. He has become logical, judicious, rational and moderate. A free will is mostly a good will, so choosing to do good most of the time is predictable and to be expected. Individuators wielding their free will have become lower level angels of God. They are very knowledgeable. They are higher up and apart from the masses. The unfree will or the non-free will usually belongs to joiners huddled in the herd. The non-free will is the beast in the group where slavery, evil, bad wills, non-performance, fanaticism, passion, lies and other repressing game mechanisms work to weigh the people trapped there. This dark cloud perennially over their heads weighs down the slaves; but they are proud-even militant--about what an honor it is to be a popular slave. They are arrogant, complacent, socially reinforced and defiant. They rebel against God. They are deceived, self-deceiving, brainwashed and manipulated.