Consternation

There may be a category of people, in the future, that really want to self-actualize, identify their envisioned quest, and then get after it.

For these people, it may not come so easy. They may for a time or never identify what it is that they are to do with their lives, or what they are to work on. They may be genuinely confused and unable to uncover the essence of who they are and want to become.

No worries. They can ingratiate themselves with God, demonstrating that they are proceeding in good faith by using every ounce of energy, creativity and insight to be as novel, excellent and perfected at what they are doing right now or studying right now. That is an acceptable alternative to working on one's envisioned quest.

That way one leads a useful, productive life with new concepts unearthed and new art painted or written, and these fruits of a life well-lived, are what is bequeathed to future generations by this undecided individuator.

Eventually she may fight her targeted quest; if not the substitute is pretty impressive. God will be proud of her and reward her.