Loneliness

 

The horrifying, angst-producing experience of and feelings of loneliness is the critical juncture point for each soul, each consciousness. This is the Rubicon: one must make a choice—to take advantage of being alone, lonely, and wide-awake, one now is able to directly, personally encounter, join, and love a good deity.

 

Or alternatively, one retreats from this opportunity to meet, come to serve, and love a good deity, only really first-class kind of pleasure knowable and enjoyable by each soul.

 

It is instinctual and natural to flee from an approaching benevolent deity for we naturally favor and wish to worship evil deities, for we are born on their side, and life in the world among people is dominated by demons, sin, and sinners: we favor what we know, and fear and avoid what we do not know.

 

We can seek different refuges from the divine in pleasure-seeking activity, in crime, in gangs, in group-living games, denying Being itself, or surrendering oneself wholly to an ideology so that the self disappears; utter self-renunciation occurs as one abjectly works to further this ism, this fake, religious substitute.

 

Or one can escape loneliness and the Good Spirits by fleeing into chemical dependency, mental illness, or by just worshiping Satan directly and openly.